This testimony reminds me so much of the undeceiving period I went through. I did not want to give up the special revelations that I thought were from God. Years back I began to receive dreams and open visions. I did not know at the time that the anti-depressant the doctor gave me for menopause was the culprit. Then I started receiving “words” because I asked for them. When you open yourself up by any method a lying spirit will gladly accommodate you. Believe me…it created much joy at first and I often wept with happiness. I was soooo spiritually elite. The oppression came later. Had to give it ALL up to be free. It comes at a price. Read Acts 18-19. The people gathered and burned their magic books. I burned all my notes and revelations that I had channeled. There was nothing magic by the action itself of burning these papers, it was the repentance in my mind and life and turning totally away from the seduction.
Source: http://standupforthetruth.com/2013/07/deceiving-signs-and-wonders-corissas-story/
Deceiving signs and wonders: Corissa’s Story

I’ve seen this gold dust. It always happened during “praise and worship.” I remember the first time I was being encouraged to pray for it. I was told to pray for it and receive it, and I opened my eyes to see my hands sparkling as if gold glitter was on them. There was no one walking around sprinkling this stuff on people. It was real! That is why so many are attributing it to God just because it really does happen. The problem is that it is 100% a sign and wonder, but it is not one of God. I experienced this in my quiet time at home, and anywhere I prayed. In fact, I first witnessed this when a girl at my school invited me to youth group. She was holding out her hand, and you could see it just shimmering. I asked her what it was and she said, “You get this when you have Jesus.” Mind you, I was not saved at the time, but the Lord was already drawing me, and apparently Satan was hot on my heels, too.
I can remember seeing an aurora all around me everything time it happened to me. It almost always followed praying a mantra type of prayer. I’ve never seen the kind of gold that you can cash in, but I did experience seeing big chunks of it on my hand. Everyone would walk around in the congregation showing everyone their hands. Everyone had it! It wasn’t until God showed me the truth behind this phenomenon that I began to realize that I was actually in a trance, hence the aurora.
I first witnessed the falsehood of this “sign and wonder” at a youth meeting one night back in 2006/2007. I was not a youth at this time, but was encouraged to come sit in with the youth to discuss topics that were going to be covered. Anyway, so we were on the topic of gold dust. My husband’s curiosity on the subject had peaked and I began to share some of my experiences (which are many), and so the youth pastor’s wife shared hers. Interestingly enough, she held out her hand and told him to look at all the gold dust that covered it. To my surprise, I saw nothing! I told her this, and she insisted that it was there all over. (Now, I know she would not lie about this as I witnessed it being on her hand in the past.) This baffled me for months as to why I could not see it! In fact, I never saw it again. What I didn’t realize is that God was already leading me away from it as I began doubting so many of my experiences and began questioning the sources. I was no longer practicing contemplative type of prayer nor was entering into a presence. Notice that I said presence, not HIS presence. Gold dust is of the devil.
I used to follow the likes of Todd Bentley, Benny Hinn, Joyce Meyer, Joel Osteen, Paul and Jan Crouch, Kenneth Copeland, Creflo Dollar, Marlyn Hickey, Jesse Duplantis, TD Jakes, Crystal Cathedral, Paula White, and so on. How did God get me to see the cold-hard truth? First, He showed me that Joel Osteen was twisting Scripture. That was a hard pill to swallow, but even though, it was bitter tasting in my mouth, I digested it with humility. I then began to question teachers for the first time in all the years that I was saved. Pride was being chiseled away and I was actually becoming teachable!
I found a Christian forum, which God used to show me the truth about the signs and wonders movement also known as the hyper-charismatic movement. I fought it tooth and nail; debated with the Moderators of the forum and was really defensive in the apostasy sub-forum. During this time, my church was holding services which were being influenced by Todd Bentley’s Lakeland Revival. I knew something wasn’t right, but couldn’t put my finger on it. I believe the forum debates had planted seeds in my stubborn heart and I was finally given just enough discernment to detect something very off.
I remember one day, my husband was watching GodTV and Todd Bentley was running his marathon. If I remember correctly, that was all that was on for 24 hours a day. I may be wrong. Anyway, I felt a really familiar and unsettling presence filling the room. I immediately went to the computer room. What was that, and why did I feel the need to leave the room in a hurry? If it was of God, then the presence would not have been so oppressive.
I decided that I would actually research about Todd Bentley. I went back to the Christian forum and dug up the thread where they were discussing the revival. I watched the videos exposing the movement and became convinced that this man was either a con-artist, or he was an escapee from the mental institution. I mean, his idea of healing was to punch, kick and body slam the people he laid hands on. On top of that, he liked to say the word “Bam!” when laying his hands on people as if he had some type of anointing from a fight-happy spirit. Crazy!
One video led to another, and finally, a video exposing the Kundalini practice in Todd Bentley’s “revival.” It was at least 7 to 12 videos long. I sat there for hours with my mouth gaping, wondering what to make of it because the very things that were being exposed were, coincidentally, were what I experienced, accepted, and participated in.
I’ll admit, I didn’t want to believe it at first. I prayed to God. I kicked and screamed and cried, “do I have to give up my precious experiences?” I pleaded with God. I didn’t want to let go, but the truth was cracking the foundation upon which this lie stood on. It took weeks for this all to sink in. I read the Bible more, I sought out teachings, and inside felt like a part of me was dying with each blow of truth. It was like someone picked up a rock and threw it at the mirror which shattered the reflection that I had been staring at. It was all just an illusion.
I was not highly favored, as I had been told. I did not have supernatural abilities. My dreams, as spiritual as they were, are subjective. I was spiritually stunted. I was an idolater who got wooed away from the truth through the lips of those who profess to preach “new revelations.” I got saved in a church built on lies and I was spiritually starved. I had to go back to the milk of the Word. God used this time of despair to show me the truth. I was ripe to receive it and was ready to surrender my experiences for the truth. God opened door after door once I gave up those experiences. They were like carved images that I worshiped. They were my chronicles of truth built on sand!
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January 1, 2015 at 11:16 pm
Martin Garcia
I thank YHVH for you and want you to know just how much this means to me to hear from someone else the very same words that I have been experiencing and now are brought forth by the HOLY SPIRIT.SHALOM,SHALOM….
May 15, 2015 at 2:51 pm
Bill
I am curious about your introduction to this article and whether you might have some advice for me based on the “undeceiving period” you describe. After several years of journaling many dreams, words, and impressions from The Lord, I have recently come to suspect that I have been listening to a deceiving spirit not the Holy Spirit. The challenge is that MANY of the words did seem to honor The Lord Jesus, the gospel, His cross, His blood. This spirit would sing me hymns and other Christian songs, but often it would reference secular music and movies which I thought was his way of “speaking my language.” Now I realize the tenor of this voice was too laced with darkness and the world. The revelations all seemed to lead me to follow and obey Jesus, but they also encouraged me to take big risks to pursue personal “dreams” of being a writer and musician for The Lord. I took some big risks, made some changes, then quite suddenly realized I was not fellowshipping with The Lord on these pursuits.
My question to you is was you experience similar — did the words, visions, and dreams seem to honor and lead you to Jesus though they were actually coming from a lying spirit? Many of my charismatic friends are having a hard time accepting and agreeing with my conclusions because I seemed to be learning in The Lord and bearing fruit, they just can’t believe I was completely deceived. But now I feel duped and quite endangered by my exposure to the enemy. I am praying and believing for The Lord to restore me to a true relationship with Him led and guarded by His Holy Spirit. Any advice or resources would be appreciated. Thank you!
May 15, 2015 at 5:55 pm
Kim
HI Bill. Nice to meet you.
I had pages of what I thought were messages from the Lord. Most were vague, but still sounded biblical…things like:
“I am coming”
“Many have turned away from me” etc. etc. I saw some prophecies on the Elijah list and thought ‘the Lord is telling them the same things”….
Then I was given a prophecy of a disaster with a time frame of two weeks. I held my breathe at the coming destruction to Kansas City. Didn’t happen. I knew something was wrong. A had a Pentecostal friend who tried to comfort me by saying my prayers must averted the disaster… I knew what was not the case.
I find it interesting that you said many of the words “did seem to honor The Lord Jesus, the gospel, His cross, His blood.” It seems that there is always a mixture of truth with the false.
The spirit I was listening to also became dark. But I was deep into Bible study and that is what kept me falling into the situation any deeper.
I would have to say yes that the lying did seem to honor Jesus….I think about how many years the demons have had to hone their deceptions. They know us pretty well and tailor make traps for us.
I give you a link to one of my favorite articles. I am praying that you do not become oppressed. Once the door to the spirit world is opened it is difficult to close. It took 6 months for all the manifestations to go away….Some have struggled longer and some are freed completely right away.
https://kimolsen.wordpress.com/2011/03/28/finding-freedom-from-the-spirits-of-revival/
I also like article from Bob Dewaay who once in the deliverance ministry and discovered he was being played.
http://cicministry.org/commentary/issue78.htm
I just got back to basics. Bible study, praying, walking in faith, etc.
Let me know how you are doing….. When you discover you have been duped it is very humbling. Well for me devastating.
Kim
May 16, 2015 at 10:25 am
Bill
Thank you Kim. I wilil check out your resources and give you an update in a few weeks. Duped, humbled, devastated…definitely have felt that full range of emotion. Still hoping for freedom in Christ!
May 16, 2015 at 11:27 am
Bill
Kim, I read the article “Finding freedom from the spirits of revival.” In the article, the author makes several references to “experiences, manifestations, and feelings” that these suffering people want to stop but the manifestations can linger for months even when the person has repented of pursuing them. But the author never specifically describes those manifestations. Could you list some of these known false manifestations or point me to another source that may describe them in detail? Thanks!
May 20, 2015 at 5:33 pm
Kim
I am so sorry it has taken me so long to respond. You might want to read War on the Saints by Jessie Penn-Lewis… I do not agree with everything in the book but it is very informative. Get the unabridged edition.
I have a brief summary here
https://kimolsen.wordpress.com/2008/04/17/war-on-the-saints-manifestations/
But here is a list.
Feeling a presence, like fire, thrills, electricity, breathe, wind. Leaning toward supernatural help, lack of ability to pray, cannot read the Bible. Dependence on visions, leadings, dreams. Spirit contact leaves one drained and spent and depressed.
Many experience seeing beings or feeling them around your body. Some have night paralysis. Others feel light a dark cloud is over or enveloping them.
At night there are often tappings, noises in all kind of forms. i.e. One night I heard a little dog barking gently in my ear, another night a weird zipper noise. Spirits will awaken you in the middle of the night to see a time on the clock to try to lead you to believe there is some significance. You think ‘the Lord woke me” but it can be demonic.
You should not be able to “feel” the Holy Spirit. The false spirits feed the flesh. We are to walk in faith.